Nov 17, 2005 23:40
wow guys what a freaking bad day! I mean granted many of my friends tried to take care of me but still it was a horrible day guys, esp since ya know i have my womenly joys im extra sensitive hehehe! I dont understand what is happening to my friends at UH.... my main cliche I mean... how can they just do this to me? I mean what I did last nigth was wrong granted, but did I desreve all this for it? no... this is like a manslaughter of my feelings. My heart broke guys when chance messaged me that rude ass message. I know I hurt danielle but how did excluding me from Dans 21st bday party help matters any? Does this simply mean that dan, chance and the rest of them are so much better friends with danielle? I luv danielle she is my girl but now WHAT IS SHE DOING TO ME? WHY IS SHE BEING SO HARSH? How does she hate me this much now.....guys I just dont understand.... Is this waht a guy is going to do to our friendship? It really hurt ya know...but again thats life I guess.. I wonder now.... does that mean danielle and I are no longer friends over this? Did she trust me that little, that our frienship was stopped so suddenly. ON the bright side my roomate is cracking me up unintentionally right now... IF anyone can answer these questions lol Ill be grateful!!
Luv to my girls, Z, hin, and vik thanks girls!
NR