where to begin?
Ugh, I have so much to update about, I really don't even know where to begin.
Work. Work has been good? I don't know. Its work? When have I ever had much good to say about my job. Its been hard because I have been working shitty shifts, and making shitty money, so I haven't been going out as much as i used to. I miss seeing my friends a lot, and go out and having fun with them. But I still see them sometimes and I just don't drink. I also am having trouble paying my bills. For some reason I thought it would be a good idea to take 700 dollars out of my student loan fund to pay for a trip to Cancun? But now I'm regretting that choice. I started saving 50 dollars every time I worked, and I was up to like 350, but then my regular bills came around, and I had to spend all my money on those, so that money quickly went away. But I figured, once I get back from Cancun, I'm going to P-town, and then I'm just going to work for the rest of the summer and save up money. I still pretty much hate my job though.
School. School has been winding down, thankfully. I had a paper last week that I started the day it was due, and managed to finish it with the help of an outside source who will be brought up further down. It actually ended up being a lot better than I thought it would, seeing as how I was Mr.procrastination. Other than that I don't have too much on my plate right now. I have a portfolio thats due between Thursday and Tuesday, but it is pretty much done. But I have to buy software for it, and its 70 dollars, which I obviously don't have. GEO, I'm not so sure about. Ive missed some major points, but I still think I may manage with a low B? Hopefully a high C. HIS 102 is going well. Ive been doing steadily good throughout. HIS of Spain, I basically hate. I don't even care what I get in that class as long as it is passing. That sounds bad, but I really just can't force myself to apply myself to something I don't care about. I have no interest in teaching about the ancient history of Spain. That sounds bad because I want to teach most likely European history, but Spain is so boring. Actually its not, its my teachers horrible teaching methods that make me so bored. Its teachers like that who make me want to be a teacher and change the way educators run a classroom. Whatever, I' done with my rant
Relationships? It is true. My last entry said I had a smile on my face, and it's definitely still there. I've been seeing this youngin' for a little over a month now, but it's only been official for two weeks . So far, so amazing. I'm having the greatest time with him. We really have so much fun together. I'm really liking where things are going. We have redic schedules, and I know he's reading this right now :o) But we somehow make it work. But lets face it, a guy who will sleep with me on a couch when i blackout, who takes me home when i throw up, and who puts up with the fact that i tell him i hate him every time I get drunk (all of which happened on different nights), is clearly a keeper. I get a little nervous cause he's leaving for a month in July to go to Paris. I mean its only a month, but its a month in Paris. So its a little scary. It's also scares to have this feeling again. I guess I'm just still scared of getting hurt by people. Since, its pretty much all that has really ever happened to me, even though I've been the one who hurt too. For right now we're just taking it one step at a time. It's definitely hard because he lives in the dorm, and I live at home still. But he is moving into his own apartment, but it's not like I'm going to just be there every night. I don't want to jinx anything, because I like what we have, so I'm going to end things here on a positive note!
You've got magic inside your finger tips
Its leaking out all over my skin
Work. Work has been good? I don't know. Its work? When have I ever had much good to say about my job. Its been hard because I have been working shitty shifts, and making shitty money, so I haven't been going out as much as i used to. I miss seeing my friends a lot, and go out and having fun with them. But I still see them sometimes and I just don't drink. I also am having trouble paying my bills. For some reason I thought it would be a good idea to take 700 dollars out of my student loan fund to pay for a trip to Cancun? But now I'm regretting that choice. I started saving 50 dollars every time I worked, and I was up to like 350, but then my regular bills came around, and I had to spend all my money on those, so that money quickly went away. But I figured, once I get back from Cancun, I'm going to P-town, and then I'm just going to work for the rest of the summer and save up money. I still pretty much hate my job though.
School. School has been winding down, thankfully. I had a paper last week that I started the day it was due, and managed to finish it with the help of an outside source who will be brought up further down. It actually ended up being a lot better than I thought it would, seeing as how I was Mr.procrastination. Other than that I don't have too much on my plate right now. I have a portfolio thats due between Thursday and Tuesday, but it is pretty much done. But I have to buy software for it, and its 70 dollars, which I obviously don't have. GEO, I'm not so sure about. Ive missed some major points, but I still think I may manage with a low B? Hopefully a high C. HIS 102 is going well. Ive been doing steadily good throughout. HIS of Spain, I basically hate. I don't even care what I get in that class as long as it is passing. That sounds bad, but I really just can't force myself to apply myself to something I don't care about. I have no interest in teaching about the ancient history of Spain. That sounds bad because I want to teach most likely European history, but Spain is so boring. Actually its not, its my teachers horrible teaching methods that make me so bored. Its teachers like that who make me want to be a teacher and change the way educators run a classroom. Whatever, I' done with my rant
Relationships? It is true. My last entry said I had a smile on my face, and it's definitely still there. I've been seeing this youngin' for a little over a month now, but it's only been official for two weeks . So far, so amazing. I'm having the greatest time with him. We really have so much fun together. I'm really liking where things are going. We have redic schedules, and I know he's reading this right now :o) But we somehow make it work. But lets face it, a guy who will sleep with me on a couch when i blackout, who takes me home when i throw up, and who puts up with the fact that i tell him i hate him every time I get drunk (all of which happened on different nights), is clearly a keeper. I get a little nervous cause he's leaving for a month in July to go to Paris. I mean its only a month, but its a month in Paris. So its a little scary. It's also scares to have this feeling again. I guess I'm just still scared of getting hurt by people. Since, its pretty much all that has really ever happened to me, even though I've been the one who hurt too. For right now we're just taking it one step at a time. It's definitely hard because he lives in the dorm, and I live at home still. But he is moving into his own apartment, but it's not like I'm going to just be there every night. I don't want to jinx anything, because I like what we have, so I'm going to end things here on a positive note!
You've got magic inside your finger tips
Its leaking out all over my skin