rollercoaster
Live has just been non-stop crazy lately. Ever since Ive been with drew, i feel like a changed person. It feels so weird for me to be in a relationship again. It's like all that I think about, is us. The time we spend together is just so fun. We don't even do anything, but when I'm with him I feel different. As corny as it sounds, its a feeling that I honestly don't think I've felt before. I think its because he is so different from Myles, that I just don't know what to do with it. He met my family last night, and it couldn't have gone any better. I'm glad he finally met them, because they were weirded out because we met online, but now that they met him, I think they really like him. As long as my mom likes him thats basically all that matters. He still has to meet my dad, but my dads crazy so I'm putting that off for as long as possible. As much as I like this feeling, its so scary. I'm so scared because I know we are like running head first into this relationship. It's just scary because I'm not looking to get hurt, but at the same time, I don't want to wait to see what our relationship has to offer. Like, when we are together, it seriously has felt like we've been together for years. We get along so well, and all we really do is make fun of each other, which clearly i like because i love making fun of people. And when we go out with my friends, I don't have to be with him every second, unlike Myles. He actually talks to my friends and starts conversations. I don't have to keep him right next to me at all times. It's so weird that I was single for a year, and then just decided to take a chance with an online guy. I never do that. But I'm real glad I did. I just hope I'm not totally giving my hopes up.
I can't wait for school to start......is that weird?
I can't wait for school to start......is that weird?