did you not just see who I was with?

[truedat1]

Soon, I hope, my computer will be fixed.
I heart you Joleen!
And I realize, that after hanging out with you
I am too loud in public for several days.
YES.

And thanks girl for being so hard on me
or being hard on myself.
Time to practice what I preach
I will believe in everyone else without a doubt
and I can't even believe in myself

And I know that it hurts so bad.
And all the decisions that you have made
nice or not
you have made for a reason
even if it doesn't make sense now
it will someday
I promise.
And though things aren't working out the way you want
in the end they might.
Everything will fall into place if you just let it.
When your life works out perfectly in the end
you will know why this has to happen now.
But I am not saying give up on him, this.
Go for it, because I know you know he's worth it
Even though you don't think you are, you are.

Mediocrity is not a bad thing.
It's just a thing.
And I promise you that there is something you dominate at
Trust a mediocre person.

Officially out.

Please, do not put me in a box.
I will blow you out of the fucking water.

-- sincelery,
Lauren