suck me in
i hate the fact that this school year is coming to an end. of course i want this school year to be over- im so tired of getting up early, hoping my homework's all done, trying to remember if i forgot anything, the drama, the responsibilities- worrying n all that bullshit. once summer comes- all that will completely disappear and i will feel as if 500 pounds has been lifted off my shoulders. but ive gotten used to it all- i cannot imagine school any other way than this. i cannot imagine not waking up and seeing the same people i see everyday. i spend my entire day with the seniors honestly, more than half of my classes have seniors in it, during lunch, after school, and on the weekends. sometimes i feel that i shouldn't have spent all this time with them- its just going to be harder on me, but sometimes i feel that my high school years wouldn't be this good if it wasn't for them.
another reason why i'm not ready to let this go: there are too many things left undone. too many things left unsaid.