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Sometimes I really hate being a vampire. For example, the other night I was "with" Hoyt and we discovered afterward that I'm going to be a virgin for as long as I exist because it keeps growing back. It's so terrible and freakin' weird and I think Hoyt was weirded out too. It just reminds me constantly that I'm never going to be able to have a baby ever now that I'm a vamp, Maxine was right. Lately Bon Temp has gotten really weird, everyone's eyes are black and Maxine has been more terrible than usual, sayin' really nasty things to Hoyt and me. Oh and Hoyt hasn't called or tried to reach me since the whole stupid incident with his mom, after I bit her, but I guess when you bite someones mother, consequences are to be expected. Where the hell is Bill? This town is going to hell in a handbasket.