The times we had when the wind would blow rain and snow were not all bad.

Jul 03, 2009 00:18



Mehhhhh I can't sleep.

When I think about it, money is such an incredible little bitch. Money can stand in the way of hopes and dreams. Like if I could have my life go however I wanted it, I would join the Peace Corps for years on end, be a guidance counselor or therapist who lived in a little house or apartment, maybe adopt a child at one point...but blah, I may have to put my dream of going into the Peace Corps on hold because of fucking money. I think that I will have taken out too many loans for college to be able to go into it, and I'll have to work for a loooong time before I can even consider it. And, right now I am attending the college of my dreams; I couldn't ask for a greater location, greater campus, greater FRIENDS, greater mission of a school, etc. I just think everything is perfect where I am, and once again money could come in the way of me staying there. It's scary to think about how close I am to not being able to go there, and not because of who I am or anything that I did, just because I'm not rich. And I'm not poor either, but college is so much more of a luxury than people realize.

Oh well, when I think about what I want out of life, I think the number one thing I want is happiness. Not love or success or status or anything like that, because if you're not happy then none of it even matters. Hopefully, no matter what I do in life, I hope that I am able to find happiness out of it and everyday.

Stay Happy!
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