Aug 06, 2004 00:11
well today was at first good.. but then i dont know.. i'm just gettin weird signals from everyone.. i really feel like things this year are gonna suck. maybe i'm wrong but i just dont know where things are headed.
i have nothing!
junior year is definately gonna suck. but then i still have senior year to go?? wow..
i just dont know where to go from here.. everything is changing way too fast and i'm not ready.. i wish things were different.. like how they used to be. i feel as if people just forget about you and they go on with their lives. if i were to die tomorrow, would i be remembered?.. probably not.. thats how it usually goes.. unless you're someone famous. i dont want to start over. i'm just screwed up.. i'm sorry everyone