it's been a while.

[true_to_my_edge]

all my bags are packed. scary to realize that the only stuff i have in this apartment is clothes, shoes, and toiletries, oh and some towels and sheets. My mom is on her way, driving in to get me. I am going back to live at my parents house for who knows how long.. at least until I graduate and get a real job. Than I'll find an apartment, hopefully with Eric. Who knows..

I'm really scared. I love him so much, but this whole issue has destroyed parts of me.

I am really tired.. tired of feeling unwanted completely.