Feb 26, 2005 15:44
This is just a random post, cause this is a relationship community and it's about *HiM* so I figured ya'll would appreciate it =)
So I thought that maybe the newness/excitingness of me and David was wearing off, and we were gonna be at the "just content" stage..but it's not. For some reason, I want him here, now, with me. I don't want him to be at work. I'm sitting here like a little kid getting excited about going to see Santa or something. I think he'll get a break sometime, and he'll call and I'll get to talk to him, and I'm SO excited about it.
After 3 months, I've usually dumped the guy already..but I can't wait to spend more time with him. I can't wait to just hear his voice, or see his face, or hold him in my arms. We layed on the couch last night and I held him, rather than him holding me, and it's just so comforting to know that he's right there beside me no matter what. I love this boy with all that I have, and it scares me, but I'm completely ok with it. I trust him with everything in me..and can't think of a better person to have my heart.
x-posted =)