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this is the very first christmas in my house that doesn't consist of a visit from santa.
my brother is the last to lose his belief.
&for the first time, i don't think our stockings will be magically sitting at the end of our beds,
because now i stay up later than my parents.
&no cookies were left out for the big guy, no carrots for his reindeer,
in fact, no cookies were even made this year.
&i don't think i like this lack of tradition.
not one bit.