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So much Quidditch talk... I don't really follow it. Perhaps I should start?
I'll probably be staying for longer than I thought.... I don't want to leave anymore.
So Christmas... it's coming up soon. I'm not getting much for too many people, but you know... there's a few. Like Antonin, what do you want? I'm getting you something.
Amos, you need to tell me what you want as well. I want to get you something great.
I can't believe how amazing he is. Amos, of course. He's supporting me with everything. I really expected him to leave me, but he isn't going to. He wants to stay with me. I'm so happy that I found someone so wonderful. I really have found so much luck.
I'm still thinking about possibly giving my baby up for adoption. I can't give her a good life. Not for the first year at least, I'll have to be in school... what sort of mother would I be if I was away from her for so long? I know that my mother would be wonderful... but it would be really hard to know that I have a baby at home without her mother. Of course, if she was up for adoption, she might not have a mother for a while either. I have some thinking to do. I hate to say, that my decision will most likely be based on what happens with Amos. I'll have to wait a bit longer to see how things go, but I feel that they're going to go very well. I really like him, more than I've liked anyone before. Hell, I've never liked anyone before at all. Wow...
I'll probably be staying for longer than I thought.... I don't want to leave anymore.
So Christmas... it's coming up soon. I'm not getting much for too many people, but you know... there's a few. Like Antonin, what do you want? I'm getting you something.
Amos, you need to tell me what you want as well. I want to get you something great.
I can't believe how amazing he is. Amos, of course. He's supporting me with everything. I really expected him to leave me, but he isn't going to. He wants to stay with me. I'm so happy that I found someone so wonderful. I really have found so much luck.
I'm still thinking about possibly giving my baby up for adoption. I can't give her a good life. Not for the first year at least, I'll have to be in school... what sort of mother would I be if I was away from her for so long? I know that my mother would be wonderful... but it would be really hard to know that I have a baby at home without her mother. Of course, if she was up for adoption, she might not have a mother for a while either. I have some thinking to do. I hate to say, that my decision will most likely be based on what happens with Amos. I'll have to wait a bit longer to see how things go, but I feel that they're going to go very well. I really like him, more than I've liked anyone before. Hell, I've never liked anyone before at all. Wow...