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Lately I am beginning to think that no one really cares about me or what I think. I am irritated at the whole world right now. People just don't see how serious things are. None of my friends aside from those who live with me seem to care that I am having surgery on Wednesday. They all acting like it is no big deal and like I am not in that much pain. Thats because you bitches don't see me everyday. You don't see what I go through on a daily basis. I can't even have sex it hurts so bad. Somebody needs to start caring or I am going to loose my marbles. Man this type of thing really shows how much people really care about you and who your real friends are. Oh well, such is life.