somebody call the waaaAAAAAAHHHHHhhhmbulance...
perhaps the way i prepared for my first day of school on the last night before was to eat a pint of ben & jerry's oatmeal cookie ice cream while reading "a farewell to arms" (by choice); then falling asleep at 1:30(?) after hours of tossing and turning due to an overload of sugar and a highly active brain.
i went to my classes today and found that while i may not mind the classes, many many of them don't have people that i'm really that great of friends with. which, of course, really bums me out :/
i'm having a lot of second thoughts about this whole jewelry business thing. i mean, i would love love love to pursue it as a career, but is is practical? or should i just be a foreign language/just german teacher to little kids? where would i go to school for that? and can i still make the cut with my "easier" classes and so-so grades? shit. why do i always second guess myself?
i got home today at 3:30, which made me realize that it would be nice to be home before 4 p.m. for at least 1 school sports season. but that's not possible because gerry hansen is a douche bag. but i can't change that, so i guess i shouldn't complain. also, i don't know if i'm good enough to be on the bowling team. i know there's a jv team, but i still don't know if i can make it. i could try dance, but i still don't know if i would make that either. i've got time. i just hope that i can stay strong and not cave in to play volleyball.
the end...
i went to my classes today and found that while i may not mind the classes, many many of them don't have people that i'm really that great of friends with. which, of course, really bums me out :/
i'm having a lot of second thoughts about this whole jewelry business thing. i mean, i would love love love to pursue it as a career, but is is practical? or should i just be a foreign language/just german teacher to little kids? where would i go to school for that? and can i still make the cut with my "easier" classes and so-so grades? shit. why do i always second guess myself?
i got home today at 3:30, which made me realize that it would be nice to be home before 4 p.m. for at least 1 school sports season. but that's not possible because gerry hansen is a douche bag. but i can't change that, so i guess i shouldn't complain. also, i don't know if i'm good enough to be on the bowling team. i know there's a jv team, but i still don't know if i can make it. i could try dance, but i still don't know if i would make that either. i've got time. i just hope that i can stay strong and not cave in to play volleyball.
the end...