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ok so i found some pomes/ quotes and i decided to update with them
~*~ You {a}{s}{k}{e}{d} me what was wrong ..... i S m i L e d and said *nothing* then you turned @way a tear fell down my cheak and i wispered [ E ][ V ][ E ] [ R ] [ Y ] [ T ] [ H ] [ I ] [ N ][ G ]
My dReAmZ tELL mE sEcReTs...
My mInD tELLs mE LIeS...
My hEaRt sCrEaMs 4 hELp...
My EyEz OnLy cRy...
One night, the moon said to me, "If he makes you cry, why don't you leave him?" I looked at the moon and said, "Moon... would you leave your sky?"
i walk in the rain . . swim in the pool . . pretend imm sleeping
soo [ N - O - O - N -E ] notices that im really crying cuz of you
a [ p ] [ e] [ r ] [ s ] [ o ] [ n ] can `
apologize endlessly, and even if ` y O u '
` f O r G i V e 'em sometimes you cant forget
the p a i n they've caused you.
The locket so very beautiful,
on it was a rose,
why she wouldn't wear it,
only God knows.
She hung it neatly on her wall,
lay and stare at it every night,
take it down and kiss it,
after every fight.
Then one day it happened,
breathing his last breath,
her boyfriend was in a car crash,
putting him to death.
Her life completely shattered,
all she could do was cry,
lay in bed all day and night,
asking God why?
Why did God do this,
hold them so far apart,
didn’t he realize what he was doing,
to her lovesick heart?
Laying their filling her head,
with thought after thought,
finding herself staring at the
locket her boyfriend had bought.
Jumping up to get it,
around her neck it would lay,
never coming off,
that’s where the locket would stay.
Every morning get up,
make sure the locket was there,
to take it off in the shower,
she wouldn't even dare.
About a month or two,
after her boyfriend’s death,
she almost met the same fate,
of breathing her last breath.
Instead she was put in the hospital,
though it didn't matter to her,
until she looked at her locket,
and a thought did occur.
Had she ever opened the locket?
Had she ever looked inside?
No, she had been to afraid of what she wouldn't find.
So picking up the locket,
hands trembling in fear,
wanting to do this quickly,
for she knew her death was near.
With a small click,
she opened up the locket;
she saw two pictures as a small piece of paper fell to the floor before she caught it.
a picture of her and her boyfriend,
came clearly into view,
then she looked down to the floor and written on the paper, was i love you.
Looking back at his picture,
he was perfect, not one flaw,
And then she closed her eyes,
it was the last thing that she saw...
Your lies leave scares on my wrists...
I'm alone right now
Just me, myself and I
I'm looking at whats left of me
Just waiting to cry...
It only hurts when I breathe...
Sometimes, you're just better off alone
No ones here its only me...
But thats okay, thats how it'll always be..
I thought you cared but now I realize..
-->no ones there <--
48 hours of silence go by..
48 hours alone...
48 hours is such a long time to sit and stare at the phone
I'm okay...isnt that what I'm suppose to say?
wanna run from all the pain
And say goodbye to yesterday..
I used to be normal young n happy
Now I'm left a broken image
OF the girl I used to be
Theres a girl that smiles everyday
She smiles, smiles even though she doesnt get her way
Everyone thinks "Wow what a perfect life she lives in"
Nothing makes her sad...nothing can happen
But every night she cries......
Everynight there are more and more sighs...
Her heart has been totally broken
She thinks, who'll help me put it together again?
Now the sun begins to rise, she quickly dries her eyes
Back to school once again smiling with no fears
No more crying, no one can see her tears
No one knows that, that smile is just a fake
Is there a difference someone could make?
Night has come, shes back in the same dark place
No one has seen her sad and tearful face
Do you finally get it?
DO you finally see?
The girl in the room...
The girl in the room is me...