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ok..soo i just typed a whole paragraph..and of course..this piece of shit froze! soo..heres what i wrote::for the second time::ok..this whole week ive had exams//half days..so i guess thats cool..i dyed my hair black the other day..i guess i like it-but-as always when i dye my hair-im not used to it yet..but ill get used to it..ummm last night i worked..and i started crying hxc..soo i went home..i was crying because im sick of myself..im sick of spending so much time blow drying my hair at night..and making it pretty..and then waking up and its either too flat or too poofy..and it fucking pisses me off..and i eat all healthy and take vitamins and stuff so that my hair will grow-and its grown like..an inch in 4 and 1/2 months--thats fucking pathetic...and i hate how i spend so much money // time buying facewash and shit..and still i break out! urg..im so sick of it..what did i do to deserve this?!?! i try hard in school...i go to work instead of hanging out with friends cuz thats 'responsible' -- soo why do i have such a hard time??? it fucking sucks..hopefully things will get better cuz i really dont think they could get worse..umm im working tonight..soo im guna take a nap now and then go to work..so bye. p.s. i know i say this a lot - but this time im serious::im not guna go on the computer as often as i do because all it does is waste my time..and make me more stressed...soo ill update when i can..peace.