Closing this Chapter

Jan 08, 2010 11:04

I spent the last two days reading through every post and every comment on this journal only to realize a lot of these posts were written to get a specific reaction from people. So many of the stories I wrote sparked memories about those events and I realized how one sided the stories I wrote were. It's funny because I have yet to shake this habit, however today I do this sort of thing as my way of confronting an issue and usually follow it up by discussing the situation with the person or with others. I have come a long way from the little boy I used to be.

Overall, it's nice to look back on my past and see where I came from, and then reflect and think about the person I was. For one thing, my grammar was terrible, and I was so easily influenced by the people I was around. But then again, I was a kid, and that's what you would expect from an adolescent.

Today, I am just 4 months shy of graduating from USC and moving on to the "real world." My ambitions have changed, and I really don't know what I want to do with my life, but whether I'm ready or not, I'll be moving on to a new chapter of my life very soon. Going along with this, I have decided to purge this journal from public eyes. While I cannot bring myself to delete all the posts and the history they contain, they are no longer a part of my life I want the world to freely have access to. Because of this, I have decided to make the posts prior to this one private. I cannot promise I will be writing many new journal entries anytime soon, but you never know when I might get an urge to jot something down for the memories. I did create a Blogspot account to go with my goal of keeping a blog of what I have done, but that's going to be more of my happenings and less of my complaints, because looking back on this that only created unnecessary drama. Anyway, I think that's all I want to write here so I'm going to get back to work. Follow my new blog if you want at Putting My Thoughts Out There.
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