Jan 04, 2006 21:19
so life... which was, well, boring.. has gotten a little bit more interesting in the past couple of days. not that that's a really good thing in this case (which it kinda isn't) but atleast i'm not involved. I am just so totally enjoying watching what people have done with their lives. School has gotten more and more like a t.v. show where I really don't mind watching because I honestly never know what people are going to do next. That's definitly what i've learned this year if anything - you can't always expect things to go the way you planned. And people can change whether you want to believe it or not. People are so unpredictable. Like duh I expected highschool to change things and I knew it wouldn't be the same but who knew? Things have changed so much.
But then again- I've also realized in the past week that things are getting better for me. It's like that quote.. "Things have to fall apart for them to fall into place" I'm really using the new year to let go of things that used to bother me and try to move on. Like how it bothers me that I've grown apart from some of my friends, but I really love the people that I've gotten to know better and gotten closer to this year. And I still 100% believe that everything happens for a reason...I'm starting to realize that a lot lately.
So I guess I'm trying to be optimistic about everything lately. Instead of dwelling on things and letting them bother me I'm just getting over it fast because I mean in a week our freshman year will already be half over... this year is going fast and I really don't want to waste it.
mk well thanks for listening to me... not complain.. but whatever. haha
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