bad night
tonight/today was bad.
i've concluded, for the time being, that i will do horrible on the general and psychology gre. as a result i wont get into grad school. and adding to that, there isnt really any program that looks compatible with my interests. and adding to that i will feel unaccomplished in my life as a result of not going to grad school and excelling in my field of choice. as a result i will be stupid and depressed and live at home with my cat my dog and my dad for the rest of my life and cry. and when i run out of reasons to cry my cat or my dog will probably be dying or dead by then so then ill have something else to cry about. and as a result life will cease.
((in reality, i feel i wont get into grad school. i also feel that i wont feel fulfilled without going to grad school and earning at the least a masters. that will even be unsatisfactory. and the least satisfactory degree i could earn is a bachelors of science in biopsychology. im afraid i will amount to nothing. but arent we all?))
i've concluded, for the time being, that i will do horrible on the general and psychology gre. as a result i wont get into grad school. and adding to that, there isnt really any program that looks compatible with my interests. and adding to that i will feel unaccomplished in my life as a result of not going to grad school and excelling in my field of choice. as a result i will be stupid and depressed and live at home with my cat my dog and my dad for the rest of my life and cry. and when i run out of reasons to cry my cat or my dog will probably be dying or dead by then so then ill have something else to cry about. and as a result life will cease.
((in reality, i feel i wont get into grad school. i also feel that i wont feel fulfilled without going to grad school and earning at the least a masters. that will even be unsatisfactory. and the least satisfactory degree i could earn is a bachelors of science in biopsychology. im afraid i will amount to nothing. but arent we all?))