May 15, 2005 00:24
ho hum ho hum...it's a saturday and i'm in my room on my computer. as of sat. the 21 i will be a college graduate. the first one in my immediate family. i'm so excited yet so scared. i don't want to leave the people i've met here. they're all awesome i can honestly say that they are my family. school has been a blast these past 5 years. i wish i could become a professional student but i don't think my parents would be ok with that. getting a real job scares the shiot out of me. arrgh i'm bored bored bored outa my mind i should be writing papers but i'm not. instead i'm finding joy in ljing and doing music searches on myspace. wooohoooo for myspace. what a horrid thing it is. sometimes i wonder why i even have one. i don't get messages and i don't update the damn thing. um oh well. i'm really liking the band copeland. wow saturday nights all alone are no fun...i hope it's not like this for long...