it wont go away.
i'm numb.
i can see him moving farther, and farther away from me.
with every step he takes in the other direction i love him more.
he reassures me but that's been done before.
it's extremely genuine. i've never felt for anyone or anything the way i feel for him.
i would do anything to enhance my life with him.
i'm comfortable with the fact that he could be mine for life.
i'm not scared, or resentful that i've promised that. it's what i want. it's been 6 months. a half of a year. but yet that's only 1/30 of my life.
i realized two months into it what love was.
and i've maintained that feeling through all of the hardships.
for the first time, i need a person more than i need myself.i just hope with all of my heart it doesn't get played against me, as it has before.
i can see him moving farther, and farther away from me.
with every step he takes in the other direction i love him more.
he reassures me but that's been done before.
it's extremely genuine. i've never felt for anyone or anything the way i feel for him.
i would do anything to enhance my life with him.
i'm comfortable with the fact that he could be mine for life.
i'm not scared, or resentful that i've promised that. it's what i want. it's been 6 months. a half of a year. but yet that's only 1/30 of my life.
i realized two months into it what love was.
and i've maintained that feeling through all of the hardships.
for the first time, i need a person more than i need myself.i just hope with all of my heart it doesn't get played against me, as it has before.