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..I wish relationships could be simple. I wish they could remain full of life, humor, joy. I wish we could talk again like we used to. I never realized how much things have changed, until now. I don't feel like his best friend.. I feel like I'm just his girlfriend. Maybe that sounds mean, I don't know. We don't joke around like we used to. Everything used to be so silly, and fun. We could talk about nothing, and it was amazing. We could just sit together, and it was amazing. Now, we talk together and search for things to say. We don't just sit together, or just hold hands, or just be together. I wish I could tell him this straightforward.. but I can't. I don't know why. He says college has changed us. But why? Why has it changed us this much? Where's the romance? Where are the cute little surprises? Where's the communication? Where's this relationship I thought we had?