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Its the time again when i write to you, i'm very scared and i don't know what to do. The love of my life or just another girl...... i don't know i try my best to please her in every way... Did i changed too much? Is this bad? should i go back to my old self and just be careless and have fun again.... i just don't know any more.. The clouds are lingering... above my head and the sun is floating away... what is going on i dont' know.... i'm just so scared... i don't even know if i should take my own advice... Time has been going by in a pace i can't remember...... i seem to be lost within a maze... never to find my way out. Many people give good byes every day... some are good and some are bad... some are forever and some are just for a moment... i'm so sad i don't know why... i used to wonder why my life is such a bother... always bad things happening..... why can't i just lay down and disappear...