you make me feel like n.o.t.h.i.n.g special
Hey everyone
wow its summer
today im going to vent a lot
starting now
1)im tired of making myself what people want me to be i like who i am i just wish other people would also im not that diffrent people just cant seem to except me. like the people who really know me know that all i ever want to do is make everyone happy and tryin to keep the fun alive. but ive been so busy trying to keep people happy i cant keep myself happy. yeah i know that sounds really selfish but i just want everyone to get what they want even if i cant.
2)im sick of trying to make myself look like all the girls in the magizens or all the pretty popular girls im sick of starving myself to hold my weight down to even 112 PEOPLE IF U THINK IM FAT REALLY COMMON IM NOT LIKE SERIOUSLY I HAVE A TONED STOMIC I MEAN ITS NOT A 6 PACK BUT ITS NOT FAT!i cant be a fucking size 0 and be skinny my whole like and i know im not as pretty as alot of girls why cant people except that about me
3)(this is a whole diffrent subject)there is this guy i like ive known him sence febuary he likes me and i like him but we are not ready for a relationship yet because we dont want to rush things im just scaired im not even going to get a chance with him ever and i dont want that to happen because ive had my heart broken TOO many times and if its broken again im going to broken forever ill never ever be the same
4)FUCKING PEOPLE FUCKING EXCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM I WANT TO BE HAPPY ALSO AND I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF AND I DONT WANT YOU ALL TO GET THE BEST OF MYLIFE I DONT NEED YOU FUCKING RUNNING MY LIFE
im sorry you all had to read this but im getting so fed up with my life its not even funny i wish i could just run away and never come back and just start my life over so people will love me for me
wow its summer
today im going to vent a lot
starting now
1)im tired of making myself what people want me to be i like who i am i just wish other people would also im not that diffrent people just cant seem to except me. like the people who really know me know that all i ever want to do is make everyone happy and tryin to keep the fun alive. but ive been so busy trying to keep people happy i cant keep myself happy. yeah i know that sounds really selfish but i just want everyone to get what they want even if i cant.
2)im sick of trying to make myself look like all the girls in the magizens or all the pretty popular girls im sick of starving myself to hold my weight down to even 112 PEOPLE IF U THINK IM FAT REALLY COMMON IM NOT LIKE SERIOUSLY I HAVE A TONED STOMIC I MEAN ITS NOT A 6 PACK BUT ITS NOT FAT!i cant be a fucking size 0 and be skinny my whole like and i know im not as pretty as alot of girls why cant people except that about me
3)(this is a whole diffrent subject)there is this guy i like ive known him sence febuary he likes me and i like him but we are not ready for a relationship yet because we dont want to rush things im just scaired im not even going to get a chance with him ever and i dont want that to happen because ive had my heart broken TOO many times and if its broken again im going to broken forever ill never ever be the same
4)FUCKING PEOPLE FUCKING EXCEPT ME FOR WHO I AM I WANT TO BE HAPPY ALSO AND I JUST WANT TO BE MYSELF AND I DONT WANT YOU ALL TO GET THE BEST OF MYLIFE I DONT NEED YOU FUCKING RUNNING MY LIFE
im sorry you all had to read this but im getting so fed up with my life its not even funny i wish i could just run away and never come back and just start my life over so people will love me for me