I have one of the weirdest lives I know of....
Ok lets see two nights ago Chris and I came to a mutual decision that we aren't going to be a gf/bf combination anymore, but we are still talking to eachother everyday. That still makes me happy. I do love him, but we never saw eachother, and that just never works out. Besides it didn't help that the one main reason he said he started thinkin about it was b/c his mom didn't like me and wouldn't let him do anything. I mean seriously you shouldn't let anyone, even your parents, effect your decision on who you like. I know I don't. I think i shed like two tears over the period of 5 mins. I called Carlos and he has always been so sweet to me and he cheered me up in like two seconds. I love him he is such a sweet heart and has never been mean to me never made me sad. Oh ya and I'm going to WL's Prom with him. But now that Chris and me are done he's not going to homecoming with me....so I have to find a new homecoming date. Well lets see....Caitlin wants me to go with Cody Batemen and go out with them to supper and everything....Carly wants me to ask Caitlin's ex to homecoming and go with Her, Michael, Missy and her date out to supper....and then Amie says I should ask someone from a different school, but I dont know anyone right now from a different school that dosen't have a gf, wouldn't want to go to homecoming, who isn't busy that night, and who aren't like 16-21. Now I think my parents would let me go with someone from like 16-17 but i highly doubt they would let me go with any one of my friends that are older than that. Which really has me bummed out b/c I could ask Rabbit, or Jeremy, or Jeff ya know, but Rabbit is 18 or 19 i think, Jeremy is 19 (turns 20 in october which is also when he gets sent over seas), and Jeff is 21 in 2 weeks. Now I would take Carlos but I'm not really goin with anyone else but him and I wanna go out to supper and I dont want it to be like just us two, cuz I know that can be just boring. Who I really wanna take is the guy that Carly wants me to take, b/c that way I can have a date and I can go with one of my best friends in a group. Now that would be fun. Besides it's always good to give someone a chance. Well Since I'm home watchin Delany...I mean since I'm home sick I should go to bed now. lol Well I luv yall...ttyl
Love you Carlos
this is Carly and Michael
and I used to have a picture of carlos but i have been looking and i can't find it. But when I either find it or get another one I will put it in here.