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This school year needs to be over. And I want high school to be over. I wish I could just get through will all this college shtuff and just start my supposed "new life" already.
And I know it's totally unrpoductive and pointless- not to mention COMPLETLEY unbeneficial to myself- to think like this. But every time I'm about to get my period I think about this stuff. And, if all is indeed working as it should in my body, this is the reason for my crazy thinking.
Also, in Human Physiology we're learning about all the reasons why people die, basically. I mean that's not what the class is about, obviously, but when learning about the cardiovascular system, studying different diseases is all part of that. So great, I get to learn why the people are me have been dying. Woo. And honeslty I'm just like SHUT UP TEXTBOOK because right now I'm not in the mood for logical explanations, and want to be able to just be sad without justifying things to myself. And I DON'T want to dissect a fucking heart tomorrow. SOOOOO NOT IN THE MOOD
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
school needs to be over.
but I love all my friends. and I love music. It's been hitting me just how wonderful my friends are and how much I love music. yay for that (seriously).
And I know it's totally unrpoductive and pointless- not to mention COMPLETLEY unbeneficial to myself- to think like this. But every time I'm about to get my period I think about this stuff. And, if all is indeed working as it should in my body, this is the reason for my crazy thinking.
Also, in Human Physiology we're learning about all the reasons why people die, basically. I mean that's not what the class is about, obviously, but when learning about the cardiovascular system, studying different diseases is all part of that. So great, I get to learn why the people are me have been dying. Woo. And honeslty I'm just like SHUT UP TEXTBOOK because right now I'm not in the mood for logical explanations, and want to be able to just be sad without justifying things to myself. And I DON'T want to dissect a fucking heart tomorrow. SOOOOO NOT IN THE MOOD
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
school needs to be over.
but I love all my friends. and I love music. It's been hitting me just how wonderful my friends are and how much I love music. yay for that (seriously).