Dec 09, 2006 22:44
today, for some reason, that song from "wicked," the one that idina and noel sing...."as long as you're mine," really speaks to me. ha
i heard it on 88.9 and got all teary eyed and happy.
and then, on top of that, that silly monolouge from "the fantastiks" made sense to me. i totally felt it.
"i hug myself til my arms turn up and i cry, and cry, and cry
til tears run down my cheeks and i can taste them
i love to taste my tears
i am special, i am special."
really, im a freak.
but, i forgive myself because today, i suppose, is techinically
ONE YEAR with max. and im a happy little critter and everything makes me cry happy tears and stuff.
a year is a wicked long time.
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay!!!!!!