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whoah...lj's changed a lot. Its all fancy.That christmas thing is cool though....what is that thing holding the sweater?...it seems to be some kind of monster..and he might be whistling...hmmm...interesting...
well anyway. How are you guys? Speaking of course to the imaginary readers cause noone ever reads this anymore. Thought id ramble anyway though.
So CVSjr. is no longer in the picture. And neiter is chris brown, had to give him up to a more deserving contender...not that i really wanted him anyway...or cvs for that matter, though when you realize all possibliities are pretty much gone...well its a little depressing. I could always ruin a couple relationships and free up some peeps...but that would be wrong...in theory...
i was planning to ruin Q's cause hes friggin sexy...but it might be too strong...
and that was the guy portion. now for the rest of my life:
ehhh
i think im doing really bad in math...spanish is a little better though..but only cause i sit next to four spanish speaking people.They help.
ive been talking to a lot of new people lately...i dont really talk to any of my friends from last year anymore...its kinda sad. I miss rachel, and blair, and kels, and the linnster, though one morning when i got to school early i hung out with rachel and blair and it wasnt the same. I think ive changed. Dont know if its for the better or worst...
god my mother always has to bother me...id like just one day where she dosent bug me..but i think im asking for too much...
...so i did something thats kinda bad...and i shouldnt have done it, i guess..especially not with the person i did it with....but the thing is....im not really torn up about it...i feel no remorse...no nothing...and i of course know why...though im not sad about that either...which is clearly a sign that there is something wrong with me...isnt it? i mean there has to be...its the only explanation for my extreme lack of caring in that entire field...it kinda scares me when i think about it...that there's something wrong with me...ill probably stay this way forever...or until something big happens to change it...but by then it'd probably be too late...oh well...guess i cant be saved...wasnt meant to be...
well im gonna go...im feeling kinda emo and i think im just gonna sleep it off
well anyway. How are you guys? Speaking of course to the imaginary readers cause noone ever reads this anymore. Thought id ramble anyway though.
So CVSjr. is no longer in the picture. And neiter is chris brown, had to give him up to a more deserving contender...not that i really wanted him anyway...or cvs for that matter, though when you realize all possibliities are pretty much gone...well its a little depressing. I could always ruin a couple relationships and free up some peeps...but that would be wrong...in theory...
i was planning to ruin Q's cause hes friggin sexy...but it might be too strong...
and that was the guy portion. now for the rest of my life:
ehhh
i think im doing really bad in math...spanish is a little better though..but only cause i sit next to four spanish speaking people.They help.
ive been talking to a lot of new people lately...i dont really talk to any of my friends from last year anymore...its kinda sad. I miss rachel, and blair, and kels, and the linnster, though one morning when i got to school early i hung out with rachel and blair and it wasnt the same. I think ive changed. Dont know if its for the better or worst...
god my mother always has to bother me...id like just one day where she dosent bug me..but i think im asking for too much...
...so i did something thats kinda bad...and i shouldnt have done it, i guess..especially not with the person i did it with....but the thing is....im not really torn up about it...i feel no remorse...no nothing...and i of course know why...though im not sad about that either...which is clearly a sign that there is something wrong with me...isnt it? i mean there has to be...its the only explanation for my extreme lack of caring in that entire field...it kinda scares me when i think about it...that there's something wrong with me...ill probably stay this way forever...or until something big happens to change it...but by then it'd probably be too late...oh well...guess i cant be saved...wasnt meant to be...
well im gonna go...im feeling kinda emo and i think im just gonna sleep it off