Things are turnin around..
Thanks Brandy. I love you gurl. <3
So, I had the worst day of my life pretty much today. But then things started turnin around. Brandy took me out to eat and to talk...which is nice...because no one else up here seems to give a flying fuck about what I'm going through with Ryan, school and my family...
then my uncle john called and apologized to me. That was really nice of him. I wasnt expecting him to because I was under the impression that everyone in my family hated me. And he explained everything, and everything was a big misunderstanding. And jonathon, just so you know, I didnt mean to offend you. I wasnt offending you, your mother, jacqui or the bar. I was venting about uncle john and tracy. Im sorry if I pissed you off. Im just under a lot of stress.
Then I got home and saw that Ryan had sent me an email back. Im glad to hear from him. I didnt know what to do today without him. My whole day was thrown out of whack. But, Im glad we are on the same page with things. <3
Then my mom called me. Thank heaven for my mom...she seems to always let me cry and cry then make me feel so much better about everything. She lets me know about things goin on at home, and how she stands up for me, and gosh..I dont know what I would do without her sometimes. And I never woulda thought, 2 years ago, that I would be able to talk to my mother about things like this. Im glad we dont hate each other any more. haha. <3
GOD IM SO FRICKEN TIRED OF STUDYING!! FINALS SUCK!! Why cant I be done like everybody else?
Back to the books.
xoxo
So, I had the worst day of my life pretty much today. But then things started turnin around. Brandy took me out to eat and to talk...which is nice...because no one else up here seems to give a flying fuck about what I'm going through with Ryan, school and my family...
then my uncle john called and apologized to me. That was really nice of him. I wasnt expecting him to because I was under the impression that everyone in my family hated me. And he explained everything, and everything was a big misunderstanding. And jonathon, just so you know, I didnt mean to offend you. I wasnt offending you, your mother, jacqui or the bar. I was venting about uncle john and tracy. Im sorry if I pissed you off. Im just under a lot of stress.
Then I got home and saw that Ryan had sent me an email back. Im glad to hear from him. I didnt know what to do today without him. My whole day was thrown out of whack. But, Im glad we are on the same page with things. <3
Then my mom called me. Thank heaven for my mom...she seems to always let me cry and cry then make me feel so much better about everything. She lets me know about things goin on at home, and how she stands up for me, and gosh..I dont know what I would do without her sometimes. And I never woulda thought, 2 years ago, that I would be able to talk to my mother about things like this. Im glad we dont hate each other any more. haha. <3
GOD IM SO FRICKEN TIRED OF STUDYING!! FINALS SUCK!! Why cant I be done like everybody else?
Back to the books.
xoxo