WTF???
Okay, I realize that I'm only doing it to my self. So the guy from dilemma 2 called me on either Saturday nite to tell me that he will be here on Thursday. Right now, David's about 4-5 hrs away. I told him about everything that's going on here and he told me that he knew I couldn't just wait on him, but he's still willing to see if things will work out between us.
My boyfriend and I talked about some things and decided to not be a couple right now. Boy did I do this at the wrong time. Now, he believes the only reason I did this was to be with the other guy (dilemma 3, I think). Well, On Tuesday I was with my boo, Brandon and again on Wednesday...b/c it was his birthday. Well, Tuesday was cool. We went out for drinks and afterwards back to his place and we slept on the floor in front of the unlit fire place....b/c two of our friends came back with us and since they are girls and won the flipping of the coin got the bedroom. So when the chicas left, I went to the bed and he stayed on the couch b/c he had to get up within the hour to get ready for work. He did and I continued to sleep. Got up like a hour later, let the dog out and went home. It's his birthday so when he got from work, we went out for dinner...then went out to the bar to spend the rest of the night with our friends. Here's where it turned ugly. He was so drunk...when he drinks, he flirts a lot. So he's kissing on just about every queer in the house and at the end of the night decided everyone was coming back to the house to party. I knew he had to be up very early the next morning and a party was not in his best interest but he wasn't listening. So I went down the block to a friend's house for two hours then returned as the last bit of people were leaving. Some things were stolen from the house, so he got upset with me...so I left and went back to my friend's house. The next morning he calls me to ask me if I knew who was at the house and I told him no cause I wasn't there. He apologize for blowing up on me and said he was going to stay home that night. So it's Thursday nite. I'm out with a couple friends. Hooked up with the ex...but left after having sex cause I didn't feel right being in him and his boyfriend's bed. So Friday comes along. I was close to Ron's house so I texted him to see what he was doing. He responded and asked what I was doing...so I flirted with him and told him that I was doing whatever it took to get with him for the night. So he invited me to a party that they were having. Me being a jackass. I spoke with Brandon earlier that day and he told me he was going to it and I said I was staying home for the night. And here Ron comes along invites me to the party and I'm all of a sudden going. So I go, but tell my friend Yum Yum that she is the one that invited me if anyone asked. So as Brandon was pulling up, I was outside at my car getting my phone, he saw my car before he saw me....damn. I knew I should have let Ron drive. Anyway, the night went by okay. We went to the bar after the house party and we were at seperate bars cause Brandon couldn't get in the one we were at. So I went home with Ron that night...yes we had sex. The next morning we went out with all our lesbian friends for breakfast and if you could see some of the looks across the table at me. Keep in mind that everyone is in the same circle. I'm the new guy to it and it's like all the single gay men are trying to holla at me. Well, one of Brandon's good friends was with us and she just was giving me the eye b/c he introduced me to her as his man and here I am with anotehr man while Brandon's at work. I am still wearing the same clothes from the night before and buying this man breakfast. I was just waiting for her to say something to me but she never did. So, after that I took Ron to get his car and went home. Saturday nite, I went out with Ronald again to our "fav queer-friendly bar". Brandon wasn't so happy this night. When he walked in the first thing he saw was Ron and I throwing darts together. He walked over to me and extended his hand for a shake. WTF? Whenever he sees me he grabs my ass and point at his neck for me to kiss him...iinstead I received a "Hello _____ (my first name)." I continued with my night as he would try to get me jealous. By the end of the night, he made the decision to go home with Ron's ex-boyfriend. We (Ron and I) laughed so damn hard and went home and slept all nite...well all morning. We didn't go to bed until after 5am cause when we did get home, one of his friends got in fight and yeah, had to prevent other fights from going on. So went slept until 2pm and went to get food. Afterwards, we came back to his place and I took a nap while he was painting the entryway to his house. Brandon called me while I was there and I told him where I was at. He told me he was finishing up on moving the final things over to his new apartment and wanted to show me it. He said he's only a couple block from Ron's house so he could stop by and pick me up. Well, he never showed up so I remained in bed a lil longer then finally came home and that's were I've been since. I haven't received one phone call from anyone. I was suppose to call David back but decided not to. I just need to think things out. I told them, I'm not hanging out all week...especially since my fag hag is gone. I told both Brandon and Ronald if they want to see me, they need to call me...cause they won't find me in the club all week...maybe Saturday, but that's it. I, for one, need to sit and think things through. I'm like my friend Pamarosa...she doesn't have a girlfriend right now cause she doesn't want one. She's very free-spirit and having fun in life...that's how I am too and that's how I want things to remain. Well, I know already that David wants a relationship so it won't work with us. Brandon, I don't know yet....and Ronald...I really like this guy. The past few days, we've been playing fun facts. We have to tell each other at least one thing about ourself that the other wouldn't have guess. Like he's afraid of being in the dark alone. So I know his brother won't be there this weekend so guess who'll be there. ME!!! I told him I want to watch scary movies all night before going to bed too. But from now until Wednesday at a minimum, I need to sit and think about things.
Train
My boyfriend and I talked about some things and decided to not be a couple right now. Boy did I do this at the wrong time. Now, he believes the only reason I did this was to be with the other guy (dilemma 3, I think). Well, On Tuesday I was with my boo, Brandon and again on Wednesday...b/c it was his birthday. Well, Tuesday was cool. We went out for drinks and afterwards back to his place and we slept on the floor in front of the unlit fire place....b/c two of our friends came back with us and since they are girls and won the flipping of the coin got the bedroom. So when the chicas left, I went to the bed and he stayed on the couch b/c he had to get up within the hour to get ready for work. He did and I continued to sleep. Got up like a hour later, let the dog out and went home. It's his birthday so when he got from work, we went out for dinner...then went out to the bar to spend the rest of the night with our friends. Here's where it turned ugly. He was so drunk...when he drinks, he flirts a lot. So he's kissing on just about every queer in the house and at the end of the night decided everyone was coming back to the house to party. I knew he had to be up very early the next morning and a party was not in his best interest but he wasn't listening. So I went down the block to a friend's house for two hours then returned as the last bit of people were leaving. Some things were stolen from the house, so he got upset with me...so I left and went back to my friend's house. The next morning he calls me to ask me if I knew who was at the house and I told him no cause I wasn't there. He apologize for blowing up on me and said he was going to stay home that night. So it's Thursday nite. I'm out with a couple friends. Hooked up with the ex...but left after having sex cause I didn't feel right being in him and his boyfriend's bed. So Friday comes along. I was close to Ron's house so I texted him to see what he was doing. He responded and asked what I was doing...so I flirted with him and told him that I was doing whatever it took to get with him for the night. So he invited me to a party that they were having. Me being a jackass. I spoke with Brandon earlier that day and he told me he was going to it and I said I was staying home for the night. And here Ron comes along invites me to the party and I'm all of a sudden going. So I go, but tell my friend Yum Yum that she is the one that invited me if anyone asked. So as Brandon was pulling up, I was outside at my car getting my phone, he saw my car before he saw me....damn. I knew I should have let Ron drive. Anyway, the night went by okay. We went to the bar after the house party and we were at seperate bars cause Brandon couldn't get in the one we were at. So I went home with Ron that night...yes we had sex. The next morning we went out with all our lesbian friends for breakfast and if you could see some of the looks across the table at me. Keep in mind that everyone is in the same circle. I'm the new guy to it and it's like all the single gay men are trying to holla at me. Well, one of Brandon's good friends was with us and she just was giving me the eye b/c he introduced me to her as his man and here I am with anotehr man while Brandon's at work. I am still wearing the same clothes from the night before and buying this man breakfast. I was just waiting for her to say something to me but she never did. So, after that I took Ron to get his car and went home. Saturday nite, I went out with Ronald again to our "fav queer-friendly bar". Brandon wasn't so happy this night. When he walked in the first thing he saw was Ron and I throwing darts together. He walked over to me and extended his hand for a shake. WTF? Whenever he sees me he grabs my ass and point at his neck for me to kiss him...iinstead I received a "Hello _____ (my first name)." I continued with my night as he would try to get me jealous. By the end of the night, he made the decision to go home with Ron's ex-boyfriend. We (Ron and I) laughed so damn hard and went home and slept all nite...well all morning. We didn't go to bed until after 5am cause when we did get home, one of his friends got in fight and yeah, had to prevent other fights from going on. So went slept until 2pm and went to get food. Afterwards, we came back to his place and I took a nap while he was painting the entryway to his house. Brandon called me while I was there and I told him where I was at. He told me he was finishing up on moving the final things over to his new apartment and wanted to show me it. He said he's only a couple block from Ron's house so he could stop by and pick me up. Well, he never showed up so I remained in bed a lil longer then finally came home and that's were I've been since. I haven't received one phone call from anyone. I was suppose to call David back but decided not to. I just need to think things out. I told them, I'm not hanging out all week...especially since my fag hag is gone. I told both Brandon and Ronald if they want to see me, they need to call me...cause they won't find me in the club all week...maybe Saturday, but that's it. I, for one, need to sit and think things through. I'm like my friend Pamarosa...she doesn't have a girlfriend right now cause she doesn't want one. She's very free-spirit and having fun in life...that's how I am too and that's how I want things to remain. Well, I know already that David wants a relationship so it won't work with us. Brandon, I don't know yet....and Ronald...I really like this guy. The past few days, we've been playing fun facts. We have to tell each other at least one thing about ourself that the other wouldn't have guess. Like he's afraid of being in the dark alone. So I know his brother won't be there this weekend so guess who'll be there. ME!!! I told him I want to watch scary movies all night before going to bed too. But from now until Wednesday at a minimum, I need to sit and think about things.
Train