being dumped has nvr been this exciting...NOT
dirt is how i feel about now. i want to jus hide under my covers an not come out. im not going to want to feel like i did before, the only thing i feel like is a fool. so dumb an stupid, willing. i had it how i wanted for a long time, but shit doesnt turn out the way u plan it. it never does for me, im givin up, cuz to me theres no point ever again to feel the way i did. being torn apart isnt exactly how this shud feel. maybe if i really could be gone, it be better...