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everything is wierd right now.....idk....allen is giving me kinda mixed signals but i think after a bit everything will be ok there. but idk.
i have one of those annoying crushes on a straight guy again, well i dont know for sure if hes straight. we've talked almost everyday this week which is good, i acually just met him this week. also, after he found out that im gay he still acts like he usually does around me sooo i dont think he cares so thats good. i dont think we're going anywhere more than just friends though cuz im pretty sure he has a girlfriend.
ive also been doing some flirting with my cute gay neighbor, only bad news, he dosnt always live there cuz hes almost 22 sooooo hes a little too old for me probablly....but if we do stuff and no one finds out then it will be ok :)
ive been feeling so slutty ever since allen told me he dosnt like me anymore which now he says he does so i dont know whats going on with that. but until he makes up his mind.....
im so sick of being grounded, i know its only been a week but still, i feel like its been longer. plus i got invited to do like 5 things this weekend and no one wanted to do anything last weekend and its just like, sorry u had ur chance, now im grounded. UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have one of those annoying crushes on a straight guy again, well i dont know for sure if hes straight. we've talked almost everyday this week which is good, i acually just met him this week. also, after he found out that im gay he still acts like he usually does around me sooo i dont think he cares so thats good. i dont think we're going anywhere more than just friends though cuz im pretty sure he has a girlfriend.
ive also been doing some flirting with my cute gay neighbor, only bad news, he dosnt always live there cuz hes almost 22 sooooo hes a little too old for me probablly....but if we do stuff and no one finds out then it will be ok :)
ive been feeling so slutty ever since allen told me he dosnt like me anymore which now he says he does so i dont know whats going on with that. but until he makes up his mind.....
im so sick of being grounded, i know its only been a week but still, i feel like its been longer. plus i got invited to do like 5 things this weekend and no one wanted to do anything last weekend and its just like, sorry u had ur chance, now im grounded. UGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!