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okie doke, so, today was the homcoming football game...it sucked ass...i was freezing, bored, pissed, and horny.....AHHHH!!!! and we lost by like 10 points..lol
oh wait, i left before the game ended so im not really sure....
ANYWAYSSSSS!!! homcomings tomorrow, i dont really know how i feel about it, im trying not to think about it cuz i only think negative things and then i wont even wanna go and as of now i DO wanna go. god im so wierd.
i wish i wasnt so much of a negative nancy...i think of the worst about everything, even if its just little things...im sick of it...im trying to change i really am...BUT ITS SOOO FUCKIN HARD!!!
im also trying to remember my rehab choice and try to not look for boys so much..when i dont look for them i like go crazy (STEP ONE: ADMITTING U HAVE A PROBLEM) im defanitly addicted to boys.
(STEP TWO: GIVE URSELF OVER TO A HIGHER POWER SUCH AS JESUS...ONLY JESUS) fuck that (STEP THREE: APOLOGIZE TO THE PEOPLE U HURT WHILE U WERE ADDICTED) ummm...????
ok im done with that im such a freak, im just really bored and kinda hyper....
well, i guess ill update on like sunday cuz im gonna be POOPED tomorrow....
oh wait, i left before the game ended so im not really sure....
ANYWAYSSSSS!!! homcomings tomorrow, i dont really know how i feel about it, im trying not to think about it cuz i only think negative things and then i wont even wanna go and as of now i DO wanna go. god im so wierd.
i wish i wasnt so much of a negative nancy...i think of the worst about everything, even if its just little things...im sick of it...im trying to change i really am...BUT ITS SOOO FUCKIN HARD!!!
im also trying to remember my rehab choice and try to not look for boys so much..when i dont look for them i like go crazy (STEP ONE: ADMITTING U HAVE A PROBLEM) im defanitly addicted to boys.
(STEP TWO: GIVE URSELF OVER TO A HIGHER POWER SUCH AS JESUS...ONLY JESUS) fuck that (STEP THREE: APOLOGIZE TO THE PEOPLE U HURT WHILE U WERE ADDICTED) ummm...????
ok im done with that im such a freak, im just really bored and kinda hyper....
well, i guess ill update on like sunday cuz im gonna be POOPED tomorrow....