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u kno wat sucks...one second u feel like life is like a circle that everythings the same..then u hear news that some one u've known sence you were little n loved u as their own passed away. dam... and at the same hosp. as my grandma died in (baptist)...its sad cuz .. tommarrow i wus suppose 2c her, i was willing on going to the Baptist hosp. again...JUST 2see her...that hosp. brings too much memorys...and now that i was willing on goin there jus to see her and let her know that im there 4her just how she saw that i wus there takin care of ma grandma...i didnt get there in time..i thought this day wus going pretty bad....but it just killed me right now...n now im like fuckin remembering all the times i spent wit her.. when i wus lil...i wus crazy 4 a snake..she came 2 ma mom wit a little snake one time ((my mom got ride of it the next week)) or when she always use 2b in ma moms beauty salon n when i wus there,shed bring me sum platanitos..lol.. n id always go over 2 her house n play wit her birds..n shed always call me "smile.." 2marrows her funeral....ima miss her so much...