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Hey all,
hmmmm, today was interesting. This morning I was really bored during skinny so I started just writing random song lyrics..one of them was "see you when you're 40" by Dido. Sam saw the lyrics...he hasn't spoken to me all day. So now, I'm just frustrated and annoyed because I haven't understood how he has felt since the beginning. I told him that I didn't even know how I felt about anyone anymore...especially right now. Because right now, I think I may be starting to like someone else, even though I did really like Sam. But I mean, come on, I've like him for like 8 months and it's driving me crazy that I still know no more than I did to begin with.
Becca came in and just started yelling at me calling me a "whore" and a "bitch" because I wouldn't give her my computer in writer's workshop because I ALWAYS do (just ask Mr.D or Elisha) and today, I just wanted my own computer. But sadly, her yelling and cussing at me didn't even make me feel bad. Normally it would've. But I've just felt so low lately...it's like I've felt like crying for the past like 2 weeks, and just because of stuff, not even like a real reason I could give you. I know, noone else has noticed it; I know. I have done that purposely because putting on a happy face is something I feel I have to do so people won't think I'm complaining. I think Elisha may have known something was wrong.
But Cormick...well, Cormick, I have been so grateful for the past like week, that you and I have been able to talk. Today, when I saw you, I was like running towards you; and you'll probably never know that that hug today was like the best gift someone could've given me today. I'm just so thankful for you being there.
This week had already been pretty bad, my parents and I got into a somewhat large fight last night about my grades and about them wanting to take away my class on Wednesday night and my Youth Group on Sundays..which this may sound weird, but I LOVE going to and I don't want my parents to take that away. So..yeah, Cormick, that really meant alot to me. And I thank you.
...and to anyone whom this might have offended, I'm sorry.
hmmmm, today was interesting. This morning I was really bored during skinny so I started just writing random song lyrics..one of them was "see you when you're 40" by Dido. Sam saw the lyrics...he hasn't spoken to me all day. So now, I'm just frustrated and annoyed because I haven't understood how he has felt since the beginning. I told him that I didn't even know how I felt about anyone anymore...especially right now. Because right now, I think I may be starting to like someone else, even though I did really like Sam. But I mean, come on, I've like him for like 8 months and it's driving me crazy that I still know no more than I did to begin with.
Becca came in and just started yelling at me calling me a "whore" and a "bitch" because I wouldn't give her my computer in writer's workshop because I ALWAYS do (just ask Mr.D or Elisha) and today, I just wanted my own computer. But sadly, her yelling and cussing at me didn't even make me feel bad. Normally it would've. But I've just felt so low lately...it's like I've felt like crying for the past like 2 weeks, and just because of stuff, not even like a real reason I could give you. I know, noone else has noticed it; I know. I have done that purposely because putting on a happy face is something I feel I have to do so people won't think I'm complaining. I think Elisha may have known something was wrong.
But Cormick...well, Cormick, I have been so grateful for the past like week, that you and I have been able to talk. Today, when I saw you, I was like running towards you; and you'll probably never know that that hug today was like the best gift someone could've given me today. I'm just so thankful for you being there.
This week had already been pretty bad, my parents and I got into a somewhat large fight last night about my grades and about them wanting to take away my class on Wednesday night and my Youth Group on Sundays..which this may sound weird, but I LOVE going to and I don't want my parents to take that away. So..yeah, Cormick, that really meant alot to me. And I thank you.
...and to anyone whom this might have offended, I'm sorry.