*%$#

[tru_blond_08]

gah.
i could have gone to honduras
i could have seen my sponsored child
i could have i could have
but i didn't

i forgot to send her something.
she showed up expecting me
i wasn't there.

thank god for chris.
he knew her from last year.
he took her and let her buy a dress
he rubbed it in my face
:(
i am forever gratefull for him
i am forever in debt to him

i missed going. DANG IT ME! *%$#
i feel so guilty.
i let her down
*%$# *%$# *%$# *%$#

i feel like $&*# now