Bed rest is so not fun
I had a car accident yesterday and now i'm stuck on bed rest. Not such a great way to spend christmas break. Bright side, accident wasn't my fault. I got hit from behind. Bad side, i hurt my neck and my ankle so now i'm on many many medications. Ah well...
Brooke's back from the army for christmas but she's gotta leave again on the 3rd. Which really sucks because we're gettin back to chill mode again and she's like the only one that understands me on certain things and it's so much different getting advice from her in person than waiting for a response to my letter for advice. But while she's here, guess we better live it up. As soon as i get off bed rest....
So a couple nights ago i got to drinkin and had a very interesting three way conversation with mr davis and ms ferrell. It was interesting mostly because i was a little buzzed and I got some things off my chest. The only problem is, i have this constant underlying fear that at some point Heather's going to realize just how much baggage comes along with our friendship because i'm such a weird, fickle, confusing and sometimes downright crazy person. Anyway, keep thinkin she's going to realize that and just be like "wow, i so don't need this friendship," and then i'd be pretty lost and hopeless. According to mr. davis though, i don't need to worry but sometimes when i get to thinking too much i do. I never thought i could have a friend mean so much to me until brooke went into the army and i realized how much i needed her and until i met heather and then had to come back to stupid old tarboro while she went back to apex. It's really weird...hard to explain all i know is, brooke and heather both are two people i very much need in my life.
My sister's kids are home for the week and i'm babysitting while i'm on bed rest. So not fun. But on the brightside, my baby is coming this weekend and i can't wait to see him. He's coming on saturday which basically means that i have until then to get better and get my ass of bed rest.
Brooke's back from the army for christmas but she's gotta leave again on the 3rd. Which really sucks because we're gettin back to chill mode again and she's like the only one that understands me on certain things and it's so much different getting advice from her in person than waiting for a response to my letter for advice. But while she's here, guess we better live it up. As soon as i get off bed rest....
So a couple nights ago i got to drinkin and had a very interesting three way conversation with mr davis and ms ferrell. It was interesting mostly because i was a little buzzed and I got some things off my chest. The only problem is, i have this constant underlying fear that at some point Heather's going to realize just how much baggage comes along with our friendship because i'm such a weird, fickle, confusing and sometimes downright crazy person. Anyway, keep thinkin she's going to realize that and just be like "wow, i so don't need this friendship," and then i'd be pretty lost and hopeless. According to mr. davis though, i don't need to worry but sometimes when i get to thinking too much i do. I never thought i could have a friend mean so much to me until brooke went into the army and i realized how much i needed her and until i met heather and then had to come back to stupid old tarboro while she went back to apex. It's really weird...hard to explain all i know is, brooke and heather both are two people i very much need in my life.
My sister's kids are home for the week and i'm babysitting while i'm on bed rest. So not fun. But on the brightside, my baby is coming this weekend and i can't wait to see him. He's coming on saturday which basically means that i have until then to get better and get my ass of bed rest.