Jan 15, 2009 10:06
I'm in class at the moment hungover from another night of drinking and bombs and I ponder, can I ever really get serious?
I feel like ive been serious for awhile ya know did the whole grew up fast excuse so I wouldnt feel bad about partying but now its kinda like ok when can i stop and just get serious? not that going to the bar makes me feel bad it makes other people feel bad so in a sense i feel as though im letting everyone else down but in reality im pretty much the only person who feels let down so im letting myself down and i just took this whole entry in a big circle because i am certifibly insane, but I write so that maybe i can read this over later and make myself do some homework ya know like actually care about school and whatnot that would be cool. - angel
P.S. I'm pimp of the year 2009 & It's only January.