so how sad is this, i go on facebook a lot at school cause it works better there and i was feeling pretty shitty i had like a meltdown last night i think im certifibly insane but anyway i took a quiz on there to see who i was in my past and mine came out as marilyn monroe!! it made my day, its kinda sad but it is the little things that make me happy lol
so gossip girl and one tree hill season finales last night were a-mazing one tree hill wasnt as good cause it was like huge cliff hanger city but i like gossip better anyway im obsessed with it actually its really sad lol
so my meltdown its the same thing that always happens and its getting really old just blah im lonely and stressed mainly it all boils down to school and the fact that its major hard right now and i didnt expect it to be plus im not used to this school all year round and everyone else is off and im pretty much in party mode yea im cool. i really need to get my shit together and focus on school and stop laying around watching soap net. i wish i had someone to like come over and slap me and be like do something with yourself. it doesnt help that im home alone all the time cause then i just wallow in self pity and bitch bitch bitch bitch!!!im really good at it though. and oddly enough i blame all my problems on justin and then i talk to him about them and he some how manages to fix them its really weird and it sux it makes me love him more which sux and sux and sux some more, anyone have a life for sale that doesnt involve court reporting school or guido's restraunt? cause im totally up for trading....-angel
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