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hey, fucker, hey, you yeah you, listening are we no maybe not but HEY FUCKER i'm talking to you so fucking listen. hey, fucker. yeah. you.
STOP interfering
STOP speaking
STOP existing
STOP caring
STOP thinking
STOP living
STOP.
quit being stupid, you stupid stupid stupid girl. no brain. no thought. no purpose.
PURPOSELESSNESS.
lucky you.
let's just take a moment here to think about what we've done.
manipulative.
disgusting. just played the cards the right way and hoped for the best, but you knew, you fucking knew he would say yes, you knew he'd do it, you twisted the cord around his throat a little tighter and made him believe you were embracing him. strangle him a little more, jerk him around a little more.
it's going to turn around and cut your fucking wrist right the fuck off but you deserved it and frankly i don't give much of a shit about you anymore at all.
self sacrificial suicide.
something like that.
but whatever. you did it, your fault, you're the one who can't control your control over people, you sick manipulative bitch.
just.like.him.
i'm not going to be just.like.him.
and i don't care about him anymore. so it makes it that much easier.
not my fucking problem.
not my fucking problem whatsoever.
and it won't matter because HE won't matter in two months, he'll just be gone and you'll find something else to rip your heart out over. repetitive. stupid. stupidstupidstupid.
i just wanted one.
STOP interfering
STOP speaking
STOP existing
STOP caring
STOP thinking
STOP living
STOP.
quit being stupid, you stupid stupid stupid girl. no brain. no thought. no purpose.
PURPOSELESSNESS.
lucky you.
let's just take a moment here to think about what we've done.
manipulative.
disgusting. just played the cards the right way and hoped for the best, but you knew, you fucking knew he would say yes, you knew he'd do it, you twisted the cord around his throat a little tighter and made him believe you were embracing him. strangle him a little more, jerk him around a little more.
it's going to turn around and cut your fucking wrist right the fuck off but you deserved it and frankly i don't give much of a shit about you anymore at all.
self sacrificial suicide.
something like that.
but whatever. you did it, your fault, you're the one who can't control your control over people, you sick manipulative bitch.
just.like.him.
i'm not going to be just.like.him.
and i don't care about him anymore. so it makes it that much easier.
not my fucking problem.
not my fucking problem whatsoever.
and it won't matter because HE won't matter in two months, he'll just be gone and you'll find something else to rip your heart out over. repetitive. stupid. stupidstupidstupid.
i just wanted one.