HOLY ****ING CRAP!!!!
yeah ok im never gonna participate in one of those again unless im sure i can get out of it.. cause im still half Antiphilous... and its driving me freaking nuts and i cant stop crying.... i havent cried since i was 7 freaking years old.. and i lied to quite a few people when i said i was out of it... and i lied about my happy thing and my pain thingy too.... my happy thing is the way i feel when im not depressed.... my angry thing was me... ever look at yourself.... full body as if you were two diffrent people... all we wanted was to kill eachother.. i was afraid to turn my back to him.... im afraid of me..... i hate this....