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I feel like I don't even know you anymore. You are a stranger even to me. Am I not a part of your life any longer? Do I not exist to you? Am I not real to you? I don't belong anywhere to anyone, any longer. My heart and my eyes weep for that.
Chad had a date, he didn't tell me and I know why. he doesn't want me getting jealous but I can't help feeling bad that he did. I really am a horrible person I want to see other people and yet I don't want him seeing other people. I want two pieces of the cake. damn him damn me damn these awful emotions!
Chad had a date, he didn't tell me and I know why. he doesn't want me getting jealous but I can't help feeling bad that he did. I really am a horrible person I want to see other people and yet I don't want him seeing other people. I want two pieces of the cake. damn him damn me damn these awful emotions!