People.
Stuck in the field... lots of time to think. Kindof annoyed at the moment but not sure if I want to write about it... but - if I don't, what's the point of having a journal, right?
I guess I'm just getting frustrated by people. Family who doesn't write or call other than in relation to bills or to send me joke spam that they're forwarding to everyone else (after I've specifically asked several times for them to NOT send me things like that in the first place). Women who act interested and then suddenly aren't... based on who knows what... distance? Time difference? A few months to wait before I get home?
*sigh* I'm just venting. The real frustration is that regardless of anything I may plan, I'm still stuck in Korea. Yes, I'm trying to stay longer... because being here is better than being in Iraq - and if I go back to the states, chances are I'll be in Iraq within a few months, and I won't be getting out in June.
Regardless - it's hard being so far away... girls here are so plastic in so many ways... And honestly - most of the girls who are in my age bracket and worth talking to are officers - who aren't legal for me. The rest tend to be 18 year old kids - and I'm tired of High School games. The Army doesn't exactly cater to geniuses joining... it's just part of the system.
Anyway... venting about women can only mean one thing. I'm lonely - and I'm tired of being in Korea where I'm reminded how lonely I am every day. It sucks. So once again, the count-down begins... How far away is June 9th, 2007? Further than I wish.
I guess I'm just getting frustrated by people. Family who doesn't write or call other than in relation to bills or to send me joke spam that they're forwarding to everyone else (after I've specifically asked several times for them to NOT send me things like that in the first place). Women who act interested and then suddenly aren't... based on who knows what... distance? Time difference? A few months to wait before I get home?
*sigh* I'm just venting. The real frustration is that regardless of anything I may plan, I'm still stuck in Korea. Yes, I'm trying to stay longer... because being here is better than being in Iraq - and if I go back to the states, chances are I'll be in Iraq within a few months, and I won't be getting out in June.
Regardless - it's hard being so far away... girls here are so plastic in so many ways... And honestly - most of the girls who are in my age bracket and worth talking to are officers - who aren't legal for me. The rest tend to be 18 year old kids - and I'm tired of High School games. The Army doesn't exactly cater to geniuses joining... it's just part of the system.
Anyway... venting about women can only mean one thing. I'm lonely - and I'm tired of being in Korea where I'm reminded how lonely I am every day. It sucks. So once again, the count-down begins... How far away is June 9th, 2007? Further than I wish.