Why...
Why is it that the people you love... the people you trust... the people you give everything to - are the ones who never appreciate you? Why is it the people that you would never say a mean word to - that you would never betray the confidence of - whose secrets you would never tell - are the people who will turn around and slide a knife between your ribs in an instant?
Kaycee, if you're going to "speak the truth" about what happened between us - then speak it. Don't try to turn our break-up into my fault and absolve yourself of guilt - and don't wash our dirty laundry in public, even if you do mean to do it anonymously. How am I supposed to want to talk to you - count you as a friend - trust you - if I have to worry that any vulnerable moment I have with you is something you might go exploit "because you're angry" at some point?
Oh - and for your information, Kaycee - since you seem to be confused on this issue... there have not been any other women in my life since we broke up - because after you - because I'm too scared to get close to anyone. I'm too terrified I'm going to be lied to and betrayed again.
And as far as "fuck buddies" - I've turned them down, Kaycee - because I can't think of being intimate with a woman without thinking of you - and it hurts. Guess you've moved past that stage. Guess our relationship didn't mean enough to you to have a little respect for it, me, our privacy, etc. I should take notes. Time to move on.
Kaycee, if you're going to "speak the truth" about what happened between us - then speak it. Don't try to turn our break-up into my fault and absolve yourself of guilt - and don't wash our dirty laundry in public, even if you do mean to do it anonymously. How am I supposed to want to talk to you - count you as a friend - trust you - if I have to worry that any vulnerable moment I have with you is something you might go exploit "because you're angry" at some point?
Oh - and for your information, Kaycee - since you seem to be confused on this issue... there have not been any other women in my life since we broke up - because after you - because I'm too scared to get close to anyone. I'm too terrified I'm going to be lied to and betrayed again.
And as far as "fuck buddies" - I've turned them down, Kaycee - because I can't think of being intimate with a woman without thinking of you - and it hurts. Guess you've moved past that stage. Guess our relationship didn't mean enough to you to have a little respect for it, me, our privacy, etc. I should take notes. Time to move on.