haven't updated in a long time
Well I know that perhaps this isn't the best thing to write about in a first post in a long time but I've fallen into a depression yet again. Why?
1. I don't feel loved (romantically) and I don't think I will ever feel that way again
2. I don't feel as thought I have support at all. It's pretty sad when you view your own parents as antagonist that are only out to make your life miserable and steal your money. I turn to my friends and they pretty much say that I can do whatever I want. Do whatever I want could lead to an early grave.
3. The lack of feeling loved and the non-support leads to me feeling lonely, that nobody really cares about my life.
I guess that's how I've been doing
1. I don't feel loved (romantically) and I don't think I will ever feel that way again
2. I don't feel as thought I have support at all. It's pretty sad when you view your own parents as antagonist that are only out to make your life miserable and steal your money. I turn to my friends and they pretty much say that I can do whatever I want. Do whatever I want could lead to an early grave.
3. The lack of feeling loved and the non-support leads to me feeling lonely, that nobody really cares about my life.
I guess that's how I've been doing