hey

[trov]

here i am again. nothing better to do. so. hmmmm..... Lifes still going on. I went to terre haute to help a friend over the weekend. Last monday and tuesday i went to madison with derek. He knew some people and didn't want to go by himself. it was pretty fun. I had a good time. up until he got incredibly drunk and pissed everyone off. Then i had to apologize for his drunk ass. Then i had to drive all the way home at 4:30 in the morning. as he through up out the window. Then i went to colts camp in the morning when i got him home. My dad took me. it was pretty fun. saw the colts practice. can't wait for the season to start. then that night i went to see a couple of bands at the emerson. that was really cool. then friday night i went and stayed in terre haute with a friend. we went to see collateral with some other friends. that was cool. then on saturday i helped the guys get some work done. we went and hung out around town that night. then i came home. sunday i think it was. i went to see my aunts who are visiting from texas. that was kind of fun. because i had nothing else to do. i haven't seen them for awhile. I havn't really talked to many of my friends in awhile.i kind of miss them. Rachel emailed me. but then i never talked to her again. i called her but she was busy. i don't think aja wants to talk anymore. ashley is busy with work, andrew, and school. but i still get to talk to her everyonce in a while. thats cool. hmm..... not much else going on. My family is getting together tommorow. that should be fun.

There's something missing. there's a hole. something i need to find. it hides from me. its elusive. i doubt i will ever find it.