Thought I ought to write some more of an explanation so you don't think I am totally heartless.
Your marriage may not have worked out, but that only means that from here on out you learn from the lessons and approach life doing your best as you have always done, no need to resort to the "f" word. Ranting is fine, I'm a big ranter myself, just think about the vocabulary you apply to yourself, you become whatever you visualize yourself as and I presume you'd like to visualize yourself as successful.
So to sum up. Ranting - Good "F" word - not helpful You - Whatever you want to be
I didn't think you heartless, dear. And you said things I needed to hear. It's obvious that your lj name is due to you being willing to speak up, and say things like you see them. That's not heartless, that's honesty, and I value that very much.
These depression cycles are annoying. They make me write things I should be embarrassed to show. But I've learned to show it, because, otherwise, I sometimes act on them.
The embarressment keeps me from doing something I shouldn't do. If I killed myself, now, everybody would come to the funeral and call me a dumb-ass. It shouldn't matter, but it does.
I'm aware of how defining yourself leads you to act as you've defined yourself. It's the old self-fulfilling prophecy thing. Feedback loops...
You are the first person to actually get that the name is not sexual smartypants.
And here's the rallying cry I'll leave you with: Onward!!
erm, kinda lame, but "No regrets just seemed too negative" Christ I'm becoming Moki. Watch the Fraggles. With friends. It's Important and you can get it on netflicks. They may even make you smile
What about when the dog pretends to be the neighbor who has to come feed him while the old dude is away at a tinker's convention to get his Man of the Year Award. It's classic!
Red was my favourite when I was a kid but I think Moki is my new favourite although they're all loveable in their own ways.
Your marriage may not have worked out, but that only means that from here on out you learn from the lessons and approach life doing your best as you have always done, no need to resort to the "f" word. Ranting is fine, I'm a big ranter myself, just think about the vocabulary you apply to yourself, you become whatever you visualize yourself as and I presume you'd like to visualize yourself as successful.
So to sum up.
Ranting - Good
"F" word - not helpful
You - Whatever you want to be
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These depression cycles are annoying. They make me write things I should be embarrassed to show. But I've learned to show it, because, otherwise, I sometimes act on them.
The embarressment keeps me from doing something I shouldn't do. If I killed myself, now, everybody would come to the funeral and call me a dumb-ass. It shouldn't matter, but it does.
I'm aware of how defining yourself leads you to act as you've defined yourself. It's the old self-fulfilling prophecy thing. Feedback loops...
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And here's the rallying cry I'll leave you with:
Onward!!
erm, kinda lame, but "No regrets just seemed too negative" Christ I'm becoming Moki.
Watch the Fraggles. With friends. It's Important and you can get it on netflicks.
They may even make you smile
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I really like the old man and the dog who live in the house above Fraggle Rock.
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Red was my favourite when I was a kid but I think Moki is my new favourite although they're all loveable in their own ways.
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