So, I'm employed...
I've my dream job, and am enjoying it.
Ironically, it took losing my dream wife to get it. It's a bit bittersweet.
If I'd spent my time cleaning the house, rather than pushing the job search, I'd probably not have this job, but I might also not be looking down the double-barrel of a divorce.
Fuck it. I'm employed. I don't need her. She has been condescending and rude to me for the last year. I think it was intended to motivate me to get a job sooner, but it just shattered my confidence, and made me depressed.
I do resent being lumped in with Torin, and her Father, and her Mormon Upbringing, as pieces of her past that she resents because it hurt her. I resent that she has come to conclusions about me, about who and what I am, that are inaccurate. I resent that she won't talk to me about it.
I guess she wants me to just acknowledge these faults she has assigned to me, and not question their authenticity. She doesn't want to hear that I disagree with her assessment of me. She has decided, and she is stubborn. She's still wrong. But she has a right to be mule-headed and stupid, if she wants to be.
She gets it from her father, I think.
Ironically, it took losing my dream wife to get it. It's a bit bittersweet.
If I'd spent my time cleaning the house, rather than pushing the job search, I'd probably not have this job, but I might also not be looking down the double-barrel of a divorce.
Fuck it. I'm employed. I don't need her. She has been condescending and rude to me for the last year. I think it was intended to motivate me to get a job sooner, but it just shattered my confidence, and made me depressed.
I do resent being lumped in with Torin, and her Father, and her Mormon Upbringing, as pieces of her past that she resents because it hurt her. I resent that she has come to conclusions about me, about who and what I am, that are inaccurate. I resent that she won't talk to me about it.
I guess she wants me to just acknowledge these faults she has assigned to me, and not question their authenticity. She doesn't want to hear that I disagree with her assessment of me. She has decided, and she is stubborn. She's still wrong. But she has a right to be mule-headed and stupid, if she wants to be.
She gets it from her father, I think.