The lengths I will go to to satisfy a craving...
I text patheticdonkeygitboy* about an hr ago to ask if i could borrow his metallica albums and if i could go round now and get them.
He said yes.
Went round. Talked to him for a good half hour. Nabbed Metallica and a couple of other cds plus a dvd (Baise-Moi). Said thank you & I'll return them when I'm done. Came home.
:) was a nice and polite girlie, acted perfectly normal. Wasn't strained in any way. I think it was much easier cos we were on our own cos we went up to his room.
And... the greatest thing..... the thing i was worried about the last time i saw him which is why i've mainly been avoiding him.... i really don't want to get back together with him! Which is fan-fucking-tastic! When I used to look at him, esp since we got back together and just after we broke up , my stomach used to do somersaults. Now... nothing! Except a wee bit of 'pity' which is alway overtaken quickly by a strong dose of 'fuck that!' hahaha :p
Well, even if no one else is proud, I am and I know Smiffy is. Which I'm more happy about cos I hate making her feel uncomfortable, cos she's been so great to me since October :) well, since before that but especially since October!
Yay!!
* note the name change from evildonkeygitboy to patheticdonkeygitboy :p because he really isn't evil anymore, just pathetic in a pitiful kinda way.
He said yes.
Went round. Talked to him for a good half hour. Nabbed Metallica and a couple of other cds plus a dvd (Baise-Moi). Said thank you & I'll return them when I'm done. Came home.
:) was a nice and polite girlie, acted perfectly normal. Wasn't strained in any way. I think it was much easier cos we were on our own cos we went up to his room.
And... the greatest thing..... the thing i was worried about the last time i saw him which is why i've mainly been avoiding him.... i really don't want to get back together with him! Which is fan-fucking-tastic! When I used to look at him, esp since we got back together and just after we broke up , my stomach used to do somersaults. Now... nothing! Except a wee bit of 'pity' which is alway overtaken quickly by a strong dose of 'fuck that!' hahaha :p
Well, even if no one else is proud, I am and I know Smiffy is. Which I'm more happy about cos I hate making her feel uncomfortable, cos she's been so great to me since October :) well, since before that but especially since October!
Yay!!
* note the name change from evildonkeygitboy to patheticdonkeygitboy :p because he really isn't evil anymore, just pathetic in a pitiful kinda way.