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ooooh it's nice to finally fall asleep without feeling guilty because i should be doing homework.
i will sleep tonight.
and go to the gym tomorrow, but hey. 15 pounds before back to massachusetts, i swear i can do it in six weeks.
things are looking up. i'm going to write my essay for my buenos aires application thursday night before malthouse so that i can overnight it friday morning. the screaming last minute. i don't know when i'll do it otherwise, unless i can pump it out between conferences and work tomorrow night. five hundred words in spanish should be NOTHING! use a few tenses and a few clauses and there you go! so why can't i do it?
janey wants to come visit this weekend and the thought alone just makes me cringe. no particular reason; i would usually be thrilled about spending some time with my mom but i know she's not coming for any good reason other than to make sure i'm not drinking. so i guess this is how things are going to be, then? ugh. just gross.
i've decided that by writing about certain fellows in my life and talking to people about unfolding situations it immediatly sets me up for failing high expectations and it jinxes me. will and grace were right. so now, until shit happens, you get nothing.
i guess i can tell you that shit's DEFINETELY happening, just in a very premature way, right? could i BE more vague? oi.
and dara: i know you read this, but i wanted to know that the im you left me today made me laugh out loud because you said you were going to come visit me for february vacation. it's march sugar. april's the next one. hahaha i love you.
i will sleep tonight.
and go to the gym tomorrow, but hey. 15 pounds before back to massachusetts, i swear i can do it in six weeks.
things are looking up. i'm going to write my essay for my buenos aires application thursday night before malthouse so that i can overnight it friday morning. the screaming last minute. i don't know when i'll do it otherwise, unless i can pump it out between conferences and work tomorrow night. five hundred words in spanish should be NOTHING! use a few tenses and a few clauses and there you go! so why can't i do it?
janey wants to come visit this weekend and the thought alone just makes me cringe. no particular reason; i would usually be thrilled about spending some time with my mom but i know she's not coming for any good reason other than to make sure i'm not drinking. so i guess this is how things are going to be, then? ugh. just gross.
i've decided that by writing about certain fellows in my life and talking to people about unfolding situations it immediatly sets me up for failing high expectations and it jinxes me. will and grace were right. so now, until shit happens, you get nothing.
i guess i can tell you that shit's DEFINETELY happening, just in a very premature way, right? could i BE more vague? oi.
and dara: i know you read this, but i wanted to know that the im you left me today made me laugh out loud because you said you were going to come visit me for february vacation. it's march sugar. april's the next one. hahaha i love you.